Heartbreaks don't only happen when someone breaks up. Heartbreaks signifies an emotional break down of a person towards someone or something. It can happen amongst friends or even family depending on the situation.
This thing that I'm upset about might seem very silly to most people but it means a lot to me. I'm hurt and it makes it worse because you don't seem to know or understand. With all that's going on in my life now I'm really too tired to acknowledge this problem. Whether you think I'm significant or not I really don't care anymore. As much as it hurts me to think you really think of me this way I have no choice but to accept that I am unimportant to you.
The bible teaches us to forgive and forget yet I'm not sure if I really can. I have been putting up with all your dramas and I will not make myself so pathetic and sad for doing it whilst you treat me this way anymore.
Sunday, July 28, 2013
Meeting up
Met up with my choir friends yesterday and it was really nice to finally see them. Karaoke felt different with them and its nice to be able to sing with them once again. Hitting high notes and belting out lyrics with them brings back so many pleasant memories. It brings a smile to my face just watching them sing.
Surrounded by music and them temporarily took away all the anxieties I have lately and its almost like old times. Its not very often that people stumble on such great friends who share the same interest and dreams. And for that I am very grateful indeed.
It is times like this that I really do believe the saying music brings people together. So long for now. See you soon =)
Surrounded by music and them temporarily took away all the anxieties I have lately and its almost like old times. Its not very often that people stumble on such great friends who share the same interest and dreams. And for that I am very grateful indeed.
It is times like this that I really do believe the saying music brings people together. So long for now. See you soon =)
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Time to reunite
It was the love of music that brought us together and made us friends. Throughout our time together we have travelled to many places, performed and had late night parties in out hotel rooms. We have shared so many fun times together performing and it is truly my blessing to meet them and later on become friends.
This Saturday will be my chance to meet up with them and I really look forward to it. Seriously miss singing with these people so much.
Saturday, June 22, 2013
Temperatures run high
Its been an exhausting week and I'm glad its coming to an end. From bad weather conditions to haze and even small arguments amongst friends. Its been such a hard week for all of us both emotionally and physically.
Its been very hot lately and the haze is not helping at all. It has been so hard to concentrate during classes and everyone is having a hard time controlling their temper too.
I hope the coming week would be better or I don't think I can take it anymore. Stay tuned for more updates of my life =)
Its been very hot lately and the haze is not helping at all. It has been so hard to concentrate during classes and everyone is having a hard time controlling their temper too.
I hope the coming week would be better or I don't think I can take it anymore. Stay tuned for more updates of my life =)
Saturday, May 25, 2013
When decisions have to be made.
Its a scary thought whenever one has to make decisions. As time goes by we find ourselves making bigger and bigger decisions. Decisions that will change our lives forever. It may seem intimidating but everyone has to take that step of faith and trust that we've made the right decision. Trust your instincts and follow your heart to wherever it takes you. And lastly, trust that the Lord has plans for each and every one of us since the day we were born.
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
New uniform and a new life =)
After being a prefect for so many years I've finally decided to switch my prefect uniform for freedom. Not that being a prefect is very very bad but I sometimes find it hard to cope with all the expectations.
Putting on my prefect uniform everyday signifies the putting on of responsibility, commitment and a billboard inviting all to judge. Every fault is taken into account and judged by everyone. Its a heavy burden to bear and sometimes even suffocating.
Being a normal student meant I don't have to be so perfect. I can be who I am and talk whenever I want without worrying about how people think of me. As much as I used to love being a prefect I think its time for me to take off this heavy burden and move on in life.
I'm thankful for all the wonderful moments I had whilst being a prefect and I'll definitely cherish all the beautiful friendships I've gained all through this years. All in all, Its been a great few years but being the crazy and loud person that I am I guess it would be better that I become a normal student starting from now.
Putting on my prefect uniform everyday signifies the putting on of responsibility, commitment and a billboard inviting all to judge. Every fault is taken into account and judged by everyone. Its a heavy burden to bear and sometimes even suffocating.
Being a normal student meant I don't have to be so perfect. I can be who I am and talk whenever I want without worrying about how people think of me. As much as I used to love being a prefect I think its time for me to take off this heavy burden and move on in life.
I'm thankful for all the wonderful moments I had whilst being a prefect and I'll definitely cherish all the beautiful friendships I've gained all through this years. All in all, Its been a great few years but being the crazy and loud person that I am I guess it would be better that I become a normal student starting from now.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
A new chapter in life
Its the start of my form 4 year and I know its gonna be a very different year. Lots of stress, anxiety and decisions to be made. I've made my choice of dropping out of my science tsream class and into arts stream and I feel that I've made the right decision. Mum is not very happy with what I did but she I know she'll understand soon enough.
Anyway, life in my class is pretty much very relaxed compared to the scince stream classes but I know that it won't last very long. Accounts and econs is very easy to study and I'm happy that I can do it. Seni is getting very interesting and I really like the teacher.
School has been keeping me quite busy but once in a while i would feel that something is missing. A part of me is missing. I know that there's a time when we all need to leave something behind but its not as easy. Operafest children's Choir has been such a big part of me. Its something I love doing. I'll always miss it but I guess its time to move on in life. Its hard but I'll try my best and remeber all the beautiful times I had there.
Anyway, life in my class is pretty much very relaxed compared to the scince stream classes but I know that it won't last very long. Accounts and econs is very easy to study and I'm happy that I can do it. Seni is getting very interesting and I really like the teacher.
School has been keeping me quite busy but once in a while i would feel that something is missing. A part of me is missing. I know that there's a time when we all need to leave something behind but its not as easy. Operafest children's Choir has been such a big part of me. Its something I love doing. I'll always miss it but I guess its time to move on in life. Its hard but I'll try my best and remeber all the beautiful times I had there.
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