passing away of my aunt

I was woken up by a phone call from my cousin saying that my aunt has just passed away...Mum cried and I too shed a few tears. After that I started praying for her and asked God to bring her to a better place. After that we got up and sent my brother to BB,

To my dear aunt,

Thanks for all the nice things you've done for me since I was young. I remember the times you used to come all the way from muar to my house to bring me gifts and presents. Sometimes even some goodies from muar. For all that you've done for me I want to say a big thanks you and I hope that God will take care of you well. Aunt you have been such a great aunt and I hope that if you could see this now!

You are not alone,

For we are here with you.

Though we're far apart,

You're always in my heart.

We will always love you and will forever keep you in our hearts!!!!!!

I cried.....

R they brainless????

Only brainless people would criticise people!!!!!Do you have to call her fat infront of the whole class....????Do you have any idea how much that hurts? How would you feel if I criticised you infront of the whole class? Not everyone can take it you know? Think of it.....how much pain have you caused to her since last year? Let me answer it for you..so much!!!!!!Do you know that this would be a painful memory for her to bring on forever?

Have you any idea why i'm so upset? because I care for her. I care for her as much as you care for your damn freaking wife! Have you thought of other people's feelings? No! So shut your darn mouth!!!!!!!!!!Sorry cannot help so.....u can't erase the things you have done to her! So stay away from my friend. I love her and I don't want yo to hurt her anymore!

exams are coming!!!!!!

Yup exams are coming and I'm so worried.....After this exam gonna be hari bicara akademik ady. I really hope I can ace this exam but that's gonna be hard! Especially with maths and sejarah!!!Sejarah I'm ok but not maths.....I hate maths!!!! Maths!!!!!!!!

anyway no point sulking here....gotta study!!!!!Time to study!!!!

What's wrong with listening to songs????

Conversation between dad and I.

" Don't u have anything better to do?"

"Well no....."

"what is the use of listening? Its not like u can be a singer next time?"

"I like singing why can't I be a choir singer or something next time?"

"Because you're supposed to be a doctor or something...."

"I don't want to be a doctor!"

"Do you think that you can earn as much as a doctor if you're a choir singer?"

"At least i get to do things I like? At least I don have do things I don't like!"

"You can be a lawyer then."

"NO I don't wanna be a lawyer...its rules rules and more rules!"

"Ur gonna go for the causes I choose for u and I don't care!Unless you get a scholarship for singing!"

Well let me tell you dad I like to sing and I don't like you to plan everything or me!I don like it you know what's wrong with my ambition? if its because of money I don't care do you understand? What's the point of living in a huge house and not loving my career....and hating my work?